what do you think is the hardest part to be faced by a driven individual?

this question has been on my mind for a quite sometime and looking back with the experience i had for the past months, i can conclude that the biggest frustration to a newbie in the real world is not having what he/she aimed for...

life is beyond monetary compensation...life is not just about living...but living with a purpose..

so as aiming to pursue my passion to create a better world...pray that i will not go astray again...

help me pray for strength and for the RIGHT niche i should be dwelling...

your prayers is all i need to get through this struggle...

un monde deux-fait face
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que pensez-vous est-vous la partie la plus dure à faire face par un individu conduit ?

cette question a été sur mon esprit pour tout à fait autrefois et sembler arrière avec l'expérience que j'ai prise pour les mois passés, je peut conclure que le plus grand anéantissement à un internaute novice dans le réel n'a pas pour ce que he/she a visé…

la vie a lieu au delà de la vie monétaire de compensation… n'est pas simplement au sujet de la vie… mais de la vie avec un but.

pour en visant à poursuivre ma passion pour créer un meilleur monde… priez que je ne m'égarerai pas encore…

aidez-moi à prier pour la force et pour la place DROITE je devrais demeurer…

vos prières est toutes que je dois obtenir par cette lutte…

un mundo dos-hecho frente
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¿qué usted piensa es la parte más dura que se hará frente por un individuo conducido?

esta pregunta ha estado en mi mente para absolutamente alguna vez y el parecer trasero con la experiencia que tenía para los últimos meses, yo puede concluir que la frustración más grande a un newbie en el del mundo real no está teniendo para lo que apuntó he/she…

la vida es más allá de vida monetaria de la remuneración… no es justa sobre vivir… pero vivir con un propósito.

para apuntando perseguir mi pasión para crear un mundo mejor… ruegue que no me perderé otra vez…

ayúdeme a rogar para la fuerza y para el lugar DERECHO debo morar…

sus rezos son todos lo que necesito conseguir con esta lucha…

un mondo due-affrontato
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che cosa pensate siete la parte più dura da affrontare da un individuo guidato?

questo problema è stato sulla mia mente per abbastanza un momento e sembrare posteriore con l'esperienza che ho avuto per i mesi passati, io può concludere che la frustrazione più grande ad un newbie nel nell'ambiente non sta avendo a che cosa he/she ha mirato…

la vita ha luogo oltre vita monetaria della compensazione… non è giusta circa vivere… ma vivere con uno scopo.

per mirando a perseguire la mia passione per generare un mondo migliore… preghi che non andrò smarrito ancora…

aiutilo a pregare per resistenza e per il posticino DI DESTRA dovrei abitare…

le vostre preghiere è tutte che debba ottenere con questa lotta…

eine zwei-gegenübergestellte Welt
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was denken Sie sind das härteste von einer gefahrenen Einzelperson gegenübergestellt zu werden Teil?

zielte diese Frage ist auf meinem Verstand für ziemlich gewesen einmal und das Schauen rückseitig mit der Erfahrung, die ich für die letzten Monate, hatte ich, kann feststellen, daß die größte Frustration zu einem Neuen im realistischen nicht hat, was he/she für…

das Leben ist über finanziellem Ausgleich… Leben hinaus ist nicht gerecht über das Leben… aber das Leben mit einem Zweck.

damit darauf abzielend, meine Neigung auszuüben, um eine bessere Welt herzustellen… beten Sie, daß ich verirre mich nicht wieder…

helfen Sie mir, für Stärke zu beten und für die RECHTE Nische sollte ich bleiben…

Ihre Gebete ist alle, die ich durch diesen Kampf erhalten muß…

um mundo dois-enfrentado
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que você pensa é a parte a mais dura a ser enfrentada por um indivíduo dirigido?

esta pergunta estêve em minha mente para completamente sometime e olhar traseiro com a experiência que eu tive para os meses passados, mim pode conclir que a frustração a mais grande a um newbie no mundo real não está tendo o que he/she apontou para…

a vida realiza-se além da vida monetary da compensação… não é justa sobre viver… mas viver com uma finalidade.

de modo a apontando perseguir minha paixão para criar um mundo melhor… pray que eu não irei astray outra vez…

ajude-me pray para a força e para o niche DIREITO eu devo residir…

seus prayers são tudo que eu necessito começar com este esforço…

envänd mot värld
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som vad dig, är funderare den mest hårda delen som ska vändas mot av en drivande individ?

detta ifrågasätter har varit på mitt varar besvärad för ganska sometime, och att se tillbaka med erfara som jag hade för de förgångna månaderna, mig, kan avsluta att den största frustrationen till en newbie i verklig värld inte har vad he/she siktade för…,

liv är det okända som monetärt kompensations… liv inte är rättvist om uppehälle… men bo med en ämna.

för sikta att förfölja min passion för att skapa en bättre värld… be att jag ska för att inte gå astray igen…,

hjälp mig att be för styrka, och för den HÖGRA nichen bör jag bo…,

dina böner är alla som jag behöver att få till och med denna ansträngning…,

2-ый мир
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вы думаете будете самой трудной частью, котор будет смотреть на управляемый индивидуал?

этот вопрос находился на моем разуме для довольно когда-то и смотреть задним с опытом, котор я имел на прошлые месяцы, я может заключить что самая большая фрустрация к newbie в реальном мире не имеет he/she направило для…

жизнь за монетной жизнью компенсации… не справедлива о жить… но жить с целью.

для того НОП направляющ для того чтобы последовать мою страсть для того чтобы создать более лучший мир… помолите что я не буду go astray снова…

помогите мне помолить для прочности и для ПРАВОЙ ниши я должен обитать…

ваши молитвы все, котор мне нужно получить через эту схватку…

een two-faced wereld
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wat denkt is u het hardste deel dat door een gedreven individu moet worden onder ogen gezien?

deze vraag is op mijn mening voor vrij ooit en terug kijkend met de ervaring geweest die ik in de afgelopen maanden heb gehad, kan ik besluiten dat de grootste frustratie aan een newbie in de echte wereld heeft wat niet he/she naar… streefde

het leven is voorbij het monetaire compensatie… leven is niet alleen over het leven… maar het leven met een doel.

aangezien zo pogend mijn hartstocht na te streven om een betere wereld te creëren… bid dat ik niet opnieuw… verkeerd zal gaan

help me voor sterkte bidden en voor het JUISTE gebied zou ik moeten blijven stilstaan…

uw gebeden is al Ibehoefte om door deze strijd te krijgen…

[توو-فسد] عالم
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ماذا أنت تفكّر يكون ال يستعصي جزء أن يكون واجهت ب يقاد فردة?

قد كان هذا سؤال على عقلي ل الى حدّ بعيد يوما ما وينظر خلفيّة مع الخبرة أنا تلقّيت للشهور سابقة, أنا يستطيع استنتجت أنّ الإحباط كبيرة إلى [نوبي] في ال [رل وورلد] لا يتلقّى ماذا [ه/ش] هدف ل…

حياة إلى ما بعد نقديّة تعويض… حياة ليس صحيحة حول يعيش… غير أنّ يعيش مع غرض.

صلّيت [س س] يهدف أن يتتبّع عاطفتي أن يخلق عالم جيّدة… أنّ أنا لن أطيح ثانية…

ساعدتني صلّيت لقوة ول ال يصحّ محراب أنا سوفت كنت سكنت…

صلواتك كلّ أنا أحتاج أن يحصل من خلال هذا كفاح…

**comment** from the choking heartbreak

yahh..it is really sad but sometimes no matter how "ideal" we can be..we can never be the right one for them..and we cant do anything but to let go..watch them leave..but deep inside we are dying of one last chance..one last dance..wishing that perhaps this time, there is a perfect tune that can synchronize our heartbeats.. we wish that we didnt fall..or more they'll catch us when we do. but sometimes, what we get in the end is a bruise in our hearts..and then we realize that it is better to remain a child because a broken knee can be mended fast but a broken heart may take a while or a lifetime..

but then in the end, we know we have to get up..we need to push ourselves to stand again after the fall.we cant just stay in the that dark tunnel for too long...it is hard but there is no way to move on with life but to master the art of letting go..

according to bo, all we need is a lil time..

may the broken road leads us to our destination..(",)

what is love for me..?
October 24, 2007 @ 05:52 PM QUOTE


i think everyone seemed to answer/define love in a romantic light..

so, i guess love is about going an extra mile for the person and you cant even think that you are exerting an effort in doing it...love is when you think of the others feelings and happiness above yours..love is when that person talks and talks and and you never get tired of listening..you can laugh at his silliest jokes and understands his mood swings...love is when youre with that person, you cant think of anything but this --- im finally home...

love is letting go, sometimes holding on..love is fighting and setting free..
love is pain and happiness..

in short...love is when you feel the extremes..yet you dont regret any single thing/experience that you have with that person...

love is a bittersweet memory, passionate pain...

you may be shattered but still feeling free..

you know when you are really in love when you can equate LOVE with TIMELESSNESS...(",)

hard to move on when you can only see IT when you look back ..

how can you let go of someone you never had?

hard to accept that you are just a temporary shelter to your home...

its painful to be rejected but even harder to accept it...

hard to live in a lie; harder to leave the truth...

keeping the bittersweet feeling called love and letting go of the person...

and the hardest of all...to convince yourself that it's over
though deep inside you know yu are still holding on...

wanting to hold on...to hope..to believe..and to DREAM (",)

will ill be over this someday? will i ever get over you along the way?

will there will come a point that i can look straight into your eyes
and be free from this tormenting feeling of a shattered heart...

why cant i feel with my mind?
why does my heart knows no logic?

why you? ...why? ...

After my shift this morning, my colleague and i looked for a room for rent. it is been a month since i left home again* ( since ive been away from home when i pursued my undergraduated degree in iloilo which is miles and seas away from my province). when we have walked almost two miles from our workplace, we havent found any room for us to stay. my colleagues decided to go home to their places while i decided not to end the search. you see, ive been living in an apartment for a month that i am not really comfortable with and i can hardly sleep. so i am really determined to leave and find a new place to stay. so i searched-walked miles (as in literally) just to find THAT place but fate has been cruel that morning since there's no room for me to stay until i reached the church so i decided to get in and talk to HIM. i told him that i've done everything, did my best (even if i was all by myself) but unfortunately it seemed that HE doesn't want me to find any. then i told HIM that it is better for me to stop and let HIS will be done. afterTHAT talked, i went outside and found out that my favorite food ngohiong was sold in the restaurant near the church, so i decided to have my breakfast instead. while my eyes wander, i saw that there was another crossing nearby. then i asked for a sign- that will be the last road i will take and if ever i will have the same result, then i will accept the fate that i will continue to live in my misery...so, after i went there, guess what did i see??-- a room that i was looking for..but sadly the ownert wasnt there, so the neighbor told me to come back..i left the place with HOPE that when i will meet the owner, he will allow us to have that room..until then, i will keep my fingers crossed...(",)