After my shift this morning, my colleague and i looked for a room for rent. it is been a month since i left home again* ( since ive been away from home when i pursued my undergraduated degree in iloilo which is miles and seas away from my province). when we have walked almost two miles from our workplace, we havent found any room for us to stay. my colleagues decided to go home to their places while i decided not to end the search. you see, ive been living in an apartment for a month that i am not really comfortable with and i can hardly sleep. so i am really determined to leave and find a new place to stay. so i searched-walked miles (as in literally) just to find THAT place but fate has been cruel that morning since there's no room for me to stay until i reached the church so i decided to get in and talk to HIM. i told him that i've done everything, did my best (even if i was all by myself) but unfortunately it seemed that HE doesn't want me to find any. then i told HIM that it is better for me to stop and let HIS will be done. afterTHAT talked, i went outside and found out that my favorite food ngohiong was sold in the restaurant near the church, so i decided to have my breakfast instead. while my eyes wander, i saw that there was another crossing nearby. then i asked for a sign- that will be the last road i will take and if ever i will have the same result, then i will accept the fate that i will continue to live in my misery...so, after i went there, guess what did i see??-- a room that i was looking for..but sadly the ownert wasnt there, so the neighbor told me to come back..i left the place with HOPE that when i will meet the owner, he will allow us to have that room..until then, i will keep my fingers crossed...(",)